Dear Diary: I Think I’m Having a Tri-Life Crisis!

It’s a late night on our second full day of vacation and I’m sitting on our balcony, in the peaceful darkness, listening to the crashing of the waves with the sweet sound of cicadas chirping in the background. There’s a lot on my mind and keeping me awake.

When I think about the last few years of my life, the memories are filled with highs and lows, which seem like a never-ending roller coaster. Many of you may also think of your life in this manner too! I guess part of life is dealing the ebbs and flows as they come and developing the skills necessary to stand tall during the times of adversity. I’m proud to say I’ve gone through a ton of stuff and am still smiling and pushing forward to this day.

My first book coming out this fall is a self-help memoir about using these negative events, the lows as I would call them, to help propel you to the next chapter of your life. Looking back on all of the adversity throughout my lifetime, I realize that each one of these moments were life lessons to be used for the future. Sometimes though, you just want things to be easy.

I don’t want life to be easy, because I think frankly that would be pretty boring.

But, as I sit on a beautiful vacation, with my wonderful husband, in tears over all the changes we have going on in our life it really makes me wonder.. Am I doing something wrong?

Major life changes typically provoke thoughts and conversations that you didn’t even expect. I’m struggling with my sense of identity once we move to Washington DC next month. Who will I be there? What will I do? How will I fill my days?

Of course I will worry about my business in Columbus and our house we can’t sell. I’m sure I will have health issues to address and aches and pains to mend. The first few months will be filled with getting things settled in our new place, exploring the new city and making new friends. But, what happens after that?

I have an exciting opportunity to be whoever I want to be in a new town with new friends and create our new life, so why is this so stressful? Is it because I have too many options or am I having an identity crisis?

A Tri-Life Crisis? (I am in my 30′s so this is the term I’ve coined for struggling with your identity 30 years into life)

I know. I know. That’s ridiculous. (or is it?)

I will figure things out but right now I have a lot of things going on pushing me into panic mode! Never one to sit still, I will find things to fill my time. In a few months, my posts will be exciting and provide you will my fun gluten-free finds in the new city and some new opportunity that I found through my innate ability to network and connect with people.

But, I still can’t shake that feeling. The feeling of being the new girl in town and answering the question, “So, what do you do?”

I’m usually great at making major decisions and horrible at the small ones like, “where should we go for dinner?” or “What movie should we see tonight?”

In the end, it will all work out but for this moment I find myself questioning everything.

It’s okay to be in a funk!

Funk.

I. Am. In. A. Funk.

I’ve  been traveling a lot lately and I think it is starting to take a toll on my body. There is this funky feeling I haven’t had for quite some time now and I don’t know exactly how to put my finger on it.

I just feel off. Not on my A game.

Am I worried something might be going on with my body? Absolutely.

Do I think it’s probably a combination of stress, anxiety, traveling, how busy I’ve been and just generally trying to keep my head above water? Yes.

If you are reading my blog, you know all about feeling “off.” That feeling you get when something isn’t right and you aren’t quite sure if it was the food you ate, how you are sleeping or something internal. Ever since I was diagnosed with celiac disease and endometriosis, I think I am much more in tune to my body than every before. I pick up on patterns now and realize things much faster than before. But even now, I still get stumped by things.

My weight keeps on increasing despite attempts to get back on the fitness program. I know I’ve been snacking more lately and drinking alcohol more than normal but not to the point of where my weight is now. I recommitted to myself 4 days ago and am on the right track. I’m motivated and ready to go. So, then why have I had a migraine for 3 days? It’s like there is always something to get in the way lately and I haven’t been in the mood to push through it.

Sometimes I am hard on myself. I’m in the fitness industry, I own a gym and I write fitness articles so I assume I should look the part. But, on the flip side, I have a few chronic diseases that people can’t see which control my body in more ways than one. It’s frustrating. I’m frustrated. Actually, my therapist last year said that “frustrated” is just a nicer word for anger. Which is true, I am mad at myself and my body today.

I think it’s important to share my feelings on good days and bad days for all of you to know I’m not perfect (as much as I’d like to think I am though lol). I go through those periods where it just seems like everything goes wrong and you just want to watch TV all day. I’m trying now to pull myself out of it and it’s tough but I can do it. Last night the last thing I wanted to do with a headache was do a workout, so instead I took the dog for a walk. He enjoyed it and his happy tail wagging helped me with my mood. Aaron even came out with us last night and did a tour of the neighborhood. It was nice.

I’ll get through this! I know I will. I want you to know you will too. If you feel like you’re in a funk and just can’t get out of it, that’s okay.

Sometimes, we just need to hit the restart button.

I have a ton of stuff going on in my personal life that I can’t talk about publicly yet (all good stuff!) but they are major life changes (no I’m not pregnant) and have consumed a lot of my time and life the last few months. I need to pay attention to everything wonderful in my life and just keep treading water until things get better!

Conquering Self Doubt

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Self doubt. I’m not immune to it. Some days it completely fills my thoughts.

Tackling a major project can seem so difficult. The goal looks so far in the distance and completely out of reach. It feels like you are never going to get to where you want to go. I started writing my book about 2 months ago and finally submitted it to my editor today!

Talk about time-consuming and feeling like you are never going to get something done. I’m celebrating at the park where I’ve been writing my book for the last few weeks and just enjoying blogging without feeling guilty for not allocating this time to writing my book. I apologize for the sporadic blog posts the last 2 months, but when you take on the project of writing 60,000 words for a book, its tough to keep going for a blog post. But, I didn’t forget about you, I promise!

When I took on this book writing project, I knew it was going to be difficult. It was doing to be hard. I went deep into my own life to share my rock bottom stories with you and how I moved on to see another day. A better, more positive day. I can’t wait to get this book to print!

Everything I read said “write every day.” And, I did. Even if it was 300 words, I added to my book every. single. day. The days added up and so did the words. I submitted the book a week later than planned. But had I turned it in last week, I would have been sub par at best. I needed more days and more time to fine tune it. I’m so glad I took that time. Although it’s just my rough draft, I’m happy with the first result.

I honestly doubted myself the entire way through this process.

Could I write this book?

Who will read this book?

Who cares?

I started Pretty Little Celiac with the same doubts and look where it’s grown to this day. If I gave up a year ago, we wouldn’t know each other and you wouldn’t be reading this blog! I’m writing my story to tell how I overcome adversity to live a happy and full live. I share my deepest and darkest secrets from my life to help you heal and move on – I swear, I am sharing EVERYTHING.

Make sure you sign up for my newsletter to stay up to date on the status of the book. It’s set to come out mid-October, just in time for my speaking engagement at the Food Allergy Blogger Conference in Las Vegas November 2-5.

Of course, I’m already planning my celiac book for summer 2014!

Thank you for sticking with me and sharing your stories! It pushes me to work harder and help even more than I already do

 

Workout of the Week – July 8th 2013

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Workout of the Week

This weekend, I hit a number on the scale I thought I would never see again. I feel amazing but I don’t look the part, which is always a struggle for me in the fitness industry. I absolutely love my clients because they encourage and support me as much as I do them and they never judge me for what I look like because I have the knowledge and education to help them. They realize my health problems have taken a toll on my body and I continue to struggle with random things as they come up which is just part of living with a chronic disease.

For the past few weeks, I’ve been experimenting with different workouts and am realizing, shorter and more intense workouts are getting the job done without leaving me sore for a week and preventing me from getting a workout in the rest of the week. This is the most incredible feeling. It’s like when you are working on a puzzle but you can seem to find a key piece that’s holding up the rest of your board.

I’ve been playing around with foods as well and am realizing after an internal struggle of not wanting to give up corn and grains, I think they need to go bye-bye. I just feel better when they aren’t in my life. I’m less bloated and I feel like I have more energy. I need to stop fighting my body and go with the flow.

I’m very petite and adding 30 pounds to my frame is a lot of weight. It’s time to focus, create a goal board and stick to the program. Now I know what my limitations are and what works for me, I can finally create a program for myself that will trigger weight loss and help build lean muscle with a good diet and supplements from Powder City. (my favorite online supplement vendor)

My before pictures are taken and tucked away in a secret file. I think to hold me accountable I will post the progress pictures every other week. That will keep me in line with following the guidelines of my program along with allowing me to see results. What I’ve learned in the last 5 years, is you can’t use the scale exclusively to see results and I’m going to show you exactly what I mean in the next 3 months.

The past few weeks, I’ve limited my intake of sugar and am feeling pretty good! The cravings are going away which is something that happens if you can fight through the cravings in the first 10 days. Food will taste much better when you eliminate fake sugars and corn syrup from your life. It takes a bit of time for your taste buds to adjust but when they do, you will be pleasantly surprised!

I’m excited to take this journey with you. I hope I can inspire you to do the same!

I will post workouts throughout the upcoming weeks and an example of what I’m eating during the day to help you with ideas on getting fit yourself. I’m working on videos as well which I will post each week on the YouTube page, so make sure you subscribe!

 

25 Things I’ve Learned from Celiac Disease

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It’s been an incredible life long journey for me (and many of you) until I finally got the answers I needed for all my medical problems. It seems as if it were yesterday that I was sitting in a doctor’s office, waiting to be seen, only to leave disappointed and without any hope or answers for what was wrong.

Another doctor, another prescription and still no relief…

But the last few weeks, I’ve had some time to reflect and really think about what having celiac disease means to me and some of the major things I’ve learned over the last 18 months through my own personal experiences and the last 10 months as a blogger. If you have things you learned about gluten-free living or celiac disease, please feel free to post them in the comments so other readers know they aren’t alone!

  1. My celiac disease is not your celiac disease. I can’t emphasize this one enough! We all have different triggers and ailments so it’s incredibly important to pay attention to your own body versus what you hear from me or others on forums and websites.
  2. Celiac comes with other problems. Endometriosis, thyroid problems, arthritis and vitamin deficiencies for me!
  3. Vitamin & Nutrient levels should be tested on a regular basis to ensure you are supplementing properly to nourish your body with what’s missing.
  4. Gluten will make you feel crazy, act crazy, think you’re crazy and make you paranoid. It consumes you life and there are times when I just have to stop and think… at least it’s managed with food.
  5. It seems to be the only disease people don’t know enough about to tell me how to live my life. Now, gluten-free is another story but celiac disease usually doesn’t get too many unsolicited comments or advice from others.
  6. You have to be incredibly educated about celiac disease, living gluten-free and your body to be safe as much as possible.
  7. It’s essential to learn how to plan accordingly when traveling, dining out or anything out of the norm to prevent you from being stuck.
  8. A gluten-free emergency supply kit is a necessity not an idea.
  9. Poop can tell you so much about your eating habits and health of your body!
  10. I still learn about gluten in things and are surprised by it – tea bags are my most recent discovery!
  11. The gluten-free and celiac community is amazing and I am honored to be a part of it!
  12. I’ve come to realize that packaged gluten-free food is my worst enemy. For my health & my waist line – real foods is where it’s at!
  13. Celiac gave me the opportunity to see who my real friends are and learn the ones who care enough about me to always make me feel safe.
  14. Celiac and fitness is an interesting concept. I’m excited to come out with my program late summer!
  15. I’ve learned to accept the days when my body won’t cooperate and stopped beating myself up about feeling tired, having a headache or achy joints.
  16. Being curvy and healthy is more important than being lean and unhappy.
  17. Living gluten-free doesn’t have to be more expensive – you just have to plan better and eat clean to keep the budget tight.
  18. I’ve learned to look at life as a new adventure, instead of letting it stress me out every day.
  19. My family shouldn’t be burdened by my celiac disease, so I try to bring my own foods to events just to make sure I’m safe and not starving.
  20. Airports are the worst for living gluten-free and with celiac.
  21. Writing and blogging helps keep me sane and warms my heart when I’m able to help you too.
  22. There are no true gluten-free substitutions. Gluten free bread is not soft sourdough bread and it never will be. Gluten-free Oreos are not the ones I’ve learned to love over my lifetime an none can duplicate it either. I’m done trying to find substitutes and instead I’m learning to love new things instead.
  23. I’m proud to take charge of my health and not take no for an answer. I refused to accept that I didn’t have anything wrong with me and I was correct.
  24. I love my husband more now than ever. He has been the most amazing and supportive person through this and I certainly hit the husband lotto.
  25. I love my body more now than ever. All of it. All the problems. All the wonderful things people take for granted, I’ve learned to love and enjoy.

Comments

  1.  Sheryl Rex says:

    I have learned that ‘Gluten Guard’ meds, do NOT work on everything. It is easier just to go without.

     

    •  Rebecca says:

      What are “gluten guards?”

       

  2.  Atherton Baking Co. says:

    I’ve learned the GF is very supportive and generous. During a very low period I found Karen Morgan & Tim Lawson, they taught me how to be strong! The GF fam shares and supports all over the world! When you reach out, someone is always there!

     

    •  Rebecca says:

      I second that with the community! It is so true!!

       

  3.  Charlotte says:

    I’ve learned to be a better and more adventurous cook. I’ve learned that there is MORE to eat as a celiac than I ever ate pre-diagnosis and I was a pretty adventurous eater already even with a ton of allergies. I’ve learned to be my own advocate. I’ve learned that I have some AMAZING friends who support me and my GF life.

     

    •  Rebecca says:

      Those are awesome things! Thank you so much for sharing :)

       

  4.  Mindy says:

    I love the 25 things you have learned! Very inspirational for me! I still struggle with many things related to living with Celiac after almost 5 years of living gluten free.

    I also need to learn how to attend events without feeling so awkward when taking my own food. Right now one of my challenges is attending the service’s at church that offer crackers for the Lord’s supper practice. The preacher told me to just bring my own cracker’s. Still I dealt with a lot of guilt for awhile by not participating in the practice at church.

    I do still have days that I do not feel well mainly due to environmental allergies and other food allergies like dairy, soy, yeast and garlic which makes my eliminating other foods important.

    Am still trying to figure out how to get high protein (which of course helps the energy level) Not easy when I am not a huge meat person.

    Thanks for these wonderful comments!

     

    •  Chessie says:

      Mindy, I was diagnosed with celiac disease about a month ago (quite a shock) and I’m slowly climbing out of the deep hole of fatigue I was in. I hear you about protein, because I’ve been vegan for about a dozen years and most of the vegan “fake meats” out there are made with lots of wheat gluten. So, it’s beans, tofu, tempeh, nuts, and seeds for me. I think I can get enough protein, but it will take daily thought. It’s too bad you don’t do soy, but there are lots of other beans and legumes out there.

      Oh, how I loved stuff made with “vital wheat gluten” (i.e., deadly wheat gluten). But yeah, turns out there’s a reason why it didn’t agree with me so much.

      Rebecca, thanks for the 25 tips!

       

      •  Rebecca says:

        Chessie-

        Thanks for listing some other sources of protein! I think people automatically assume that you can only get it from meats.

         

    •  Rebecca says:

      Mindy if you eat eggs – Pasturized egg whites are a perfect way to get protein into your diet. They don’t taste like anything and are protein packed. I put them in my juice and shakes. You can buy them in larger packages which are much more affordable through places like Egg Whites International. They come frozen and then you just keep them in the fridge and use them as you wish.

       

  5.  Brittany says:

    Do you have a post somewhere explaining:

    “A gluten-free emergency supply kit is a necessity not an idea.”

    What is that?!

     

    •  Rebecca says:

      An emergency kit is something that you would want to have in case there is a disaster like a hurricane, power outage, tornado or fire. It should filled with gluten-free foods that you can consume in case you don’t have access to anything for a few days.

       

  6.  Angela says:

    Wow I had never thought about tea bags. Thanks for the tips!

     

    •  Rebecca says:

      You’re welcome!

       

  7.  Martin says:

    re12: Great to see more celiacs avoid processed food and look into the real food/paleo diet

     

  8.  Amanda Yoder says:

    Love this! So true and so relatable!

     

  9.  Kay Gaumer says:

    I’ve been gluten free since February of this year. It has be a challenge to adjust my diet. I am also allergic to dairy and most grains. I think your comment about making mew ‘friends’ and not trying to substitute gluten free products for old ‘friends’ is an excellent idea. I lean toward a vegetarian diet and buy organic and GMO free products. I also try to buy local as the products are fresher and tastier that way.

     

  10.  Sherry says:

    I am glad I found this blog. I can relate so much to what you said!

Celiac Awareness and The Buckeye Journal

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The Buckeye Journal Cover

I can honestly say this is the best week of my life.

I’ve dedicated the last 8 months to Pretty Little Celiac and Bexa Body Fitness and all of those accomplishments were showcased this week. First with the Columbus Business First Forty under 40 award and now with the COVER of The Buckeye Journal.

Is this real life?

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This magazine circulates to thousands of central Ohio residents who will read about celiac disease and hopefully this will bring awareness and education to all that take the time to read it! My vision for the article is that everyone who picks up a copy will understand the struggles we go through and maybe even could help someone get diagnosed. There are people I will reach and I won’t even know it but that’s okay because I know in my heart I helped. If you’ve been reading my blog for a while, or maybe you just stopped by today – you should know I’m a type-A, overachiever who loves helping other people. It makes my day when I get emails, messages, comments and more letting me know how much our stories are alike or that I helped you through a difficult time. You have no idea how much it personally affects me!

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I have the most amazing things planned  for Pretty Little Celiac until the end of 2013. I know we are ending celiac awareness month but it’s my goal to make every month dedicated to celiac awareness. My projects are going to help so many people, that I just can’t wait to get them done and share them with the world. I hope you can sense my excitement for this blog because I think I might jump out of my chair.

Thanks for reading – Stay tuned for what’s to come!

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Gluten Free Traveling Tips: Podcast

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Gluten Free Traveling Tips

Aaron and I go On the Air to talk about how we make our traveling trips successful! We give you our advice for what works and what hasn’t worked in the past along with great ideas and tips to stay as safe as possible during vacation.

We talk about research, planning, the best travel snacks and more!

Oh yeah, and we get our first live caller! How exciting! See what advice I have for her son who is struggling to find a camp that will accommodate his needs and for her daughter who is struggling with staying gluten-free after a celiac diagnosis!

We also have a little banter back and forth so you can get an idea of our relationship.

Want to wait until later to listen? Pretty Little Celiac is available on iTunes! You can subscribe to my page on iTunes and listen whenever you get the chance. I’ve had some amazing feedback on my podcast show, so please check them out. They have been really beneficial to a lot of people.

Have an idea for my next show? Email me

Enjoy!

 

Coping with Celiac Disease: A Therapist’s Perspective (Podcast)

Coping with Celiac Disease: A Therapist’s Perspective

When I was first diagnosed with this disease, I didn’t understand it and struggled to figure it out. Some of you are there now and are looking for help or some of you think you have it figured out but maybe just need to hear something new. I invited Jummy Olawale on my show to talk about the most common struggles associated with celiac disease ( besides the food!).

I’m so glad I decided to do this. Her insight is poignant and dynamic. She really gives inspiration and hope along with tips and suggestions for dealing with this disease. She’s doesn’t have celiac and isn’t a specialist in the disease but really can provide some help for those of us needing help. If you feel out of control or like you lost your footing, this is the perfect place to start.

Here’s a little snippet of what we discuss on the show:

1. What are some coping skills to use when someone goes through a major life change like celiac disease? When everything in your life as you know it, changes in an instant? How do you handle the sense of feeling alone and like a hypochondriac because no one else understands the complexity or the seriousness of the disease?
2. What are some coping skills for handling all these emotions? Sometimes we can have other life issues going on and this is just a huge burden on top of the lemons life throws at us. Especially when you have a bad day and just want to go home, order a pizza and lay around all night.
3. What’s the best way to explain a disease like this to husbands, family, kids and friends? How do you get them on board with helping you instead of constantly minimizing the disease and asking you to just “try a bite because it won’t kill you.”
4. How do you handle the disappointment when family and friends (or your spouse) doesn’t sympathize and isn’t as supportive as you think they should?
5. Marital problems – Handling a non-supportive spouse – what do you do? When your spouse is the only one that understands, how do you find other outlets to cope instead of stressing them all the time.
6. Changing you mindset of food being pleasurable and instead of thinking about it as fuel. People get so upset that they have to eliminate all the things they love that are poisoning them. When they get poisoned, they beat themselves up and get mad at their bodies for betraying them.

On The Air with Pretty Little Celiac is also on iTunes! You can just search “Pretty Little Celiac” and subscribe to it and all the episodes will feed right into your player!

Want to know more about Jummy Olawale?

Jummy Olawale is a dynamic speaker, life coach, Licensed Professional Counselor, Pastoral Counselor and Licensed Chemical Dependency Counselor with extensive international and multicultural life experience and education.
Biography

Jummy was born in Nigeria, Western Africa where she lived and attended elementary and secondary school. She migrated to London, England where she completed her High school and college education. She earned her Bachelor of Arts (BA.) degree in Psychology and Natural Science from Canterbury Christ Church University College, Kent. After getting married, she migrated to the U.S. where she now lives with her husband and their two children. Jummy earned her Masters of Arts (MA.) degree in Counseling Ministries from Methodist Theological School in Ohio.

Jummy utilizes narrative therapy, cognitive behavior therapy and motivational interviewing approaches. She specializes in individual, couples, and marriage therapy, multicultural counseling, parenting support, career coaching and life coaching.

 

18 Things to Replace when Going Gluten-Free

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I’m constantly learning about new things I need to replace since going gluten-free after my celiac disease diagnosis. Just last week while gardening, I realized we probably should replace our grill since we spent many of summers putting meats covered in gluten filled marinades and sauces all over it! There probably isn’t enough cleaning I could do to risk cross contamination. So, for now I’ll stick with my George Foreman Grill and Oven!

Which led me to an ever bigger thought of what else did I replace after going gluten-free and how could I help all of you think of things to consider. Many of us don’t realize until we continue getting sick that this or that might be causing us problems!

I took a poll on my Facebook page and about 50 people responded to the question “what were you surprised you had to replace?”

Here are the answers!

  1. Toaster
  2. Plastic Tupperware
  3. Beauty products
  4. Bath products
  5. Hair color and products
  6. Waffle Maker
  7. Anything Wooden or Plastic in the kitchen
  8. Colander
  9. Bread Machine
  10. One person replaced their kitchen counters
  11. Play Dough
  12. Tea
  13. Protein Powders
  14. Nail Polish (if you bite your nails or have kids that are GF this is a good idea)
  15. Adult Toys and intimate Products – I just had a company ask me to do a giveaway on my site for some bedroom products and when I asked if they were gluten-free, she said no. Be careful with these items.
  16. Medications and Supplements
  17. Grill and other cook top items
  18. Food – Obvious!

Now I’m not suggesting you run out and replace all of these things immediately or if you are just living gluten-free for health reasons and not because of a sensitivity or celiac disease.

I’m surprised no one put “friends” or “family” down lol. That seems to be what many people struggle with the most when going through the lifestyle transition.

 

***Totally forgot about kids stuff like glue and play-doh!****

Do you have one that we missed? Please leave it in the comments below!

The Connection between Green and Celiac Awareness

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Our Body: Is it just one big garden?

It’s funny how time flies and things can change in just a year. Last year around this time, I found myself really starting to struggle with celiac disease. I opened my new business a week after my diagnosis and didn’t really have time to process it or deal with the emotions that come along with a life changing event. I ate the same things over and over because they didn’t upset my stomach and I didn’t have time to find new things to try. The the business started to slow and I didn’t have to spend as much time up there. I’ll admit the slowing of the business probably contributed to my summer depression, just as much as celiac disease.

When I moved into my boyfriend (now husband’s) home 7 years ago, I couldn’t wait to start planting flowers. Ever year I wanted to try a new plant, dig up a new section of our yard and have a beautiful place to call our home. It started with roses. I built this huge rose garden in our yard. At one point, I think I had 17 rose bushes throughout our yard. They were gorgeous… until the beetles came. I did everything I could to try to contain them from eating my flowers but there were too many of them. I found myself outside each night trying to save my precious flowers from these creatures. I tried everything but eventually the beetles won.

I kept only a few roses that I thought I could save but ended up moving on to different plants with better tolerance.

Turns out I made the right decision. I have gorgeous hydrangeas in my backyard that keep growing bigger and better with each year. They love where they are and despite my neglect last summer, they are coming back this year!

My grandmother loved her roses and she had a few in our backyard growing up. I loved them. The very first plant I bought for our backyard was a peace rose and the last rose in my garden is the same rose-bush. Last year was the first year I didn’t tend to it and I’m not sure if it’s going to come back this year. Which makes me sad but also makes me think about our bodies and the cycles of life.

While I was outside pulling weeds, trimming my lavender and cleaning up our flower beds. I looked down at my hand for some reason when I pulled some grass growing under my flowers and noticed my celiac awareness bracelet is also green just like the foliage around me. Spring brings out all the new growth on flowers and trees and of course it got me thinking!

Green is the perfect color for celiac awareness. I’m not sure who thought of it, but it actually is the perfect and symbolic color for our bodies. Isn’t our body just one big perennial garden? Think about it….

Each year our bodies change depending on how well we are nurtured. Gluten are those little beetles that kept coming back to destroy a little bit of my body year after year. It wasn’t until I realized what was causing my perennial garden harm, made adjustments that all the other flowers started to blossom. Once I removed gluten, my mental health improved, my hair and nails are stronger and thicker, my stomach is healing and a million other improvements have been made.

Last year I struggled tremendously with depression throughout the summer. I remember laying on the couch and looking at the beautiful sun shining wondering why I just couldn’t get up and tend to my garden. Looking back, I realize I was actually talking about myself.

I’m excited to finally feel better and breathe the fresh spring air again. I’m thrilled to feel the joy of tending to my flowers and taking care of my home. It’s taken me a long time to get here. A celiac diagnosis or even having to go gluten-free is a major life change. I can’t emphasize this enough that it’s a marathon, not a sprint. You won’t figure it out right away but that’s okay. Sometimes trial and error makes the learning more painful but quicker. I can tell you after a gluten poisoning attack, I’m quick to learn that lesson for the future!

Think of your body as a perennial garden. It needs watered, pruned, fertilized, fed and sun to make the perfect condition for beautiful growth. The same is true for the human body. The more time you spend now taking care of your body, the easier it will be as we get older.